Uy galing. XD
Sadly mine has been unrequited love. This girl - let's call her Megumi - was my best friend since grade school, and while she was fairly butch at the time and I was already quite femme, I felt like there was always this role reversal every single time she was around. I was always protecting her, even if she didn't want my protection. It was difficult lalo na when she skipped 7th grade and switched schools, since I had to compete for her time (not even her affection... it was that bad DX) against boys and other, more masculine lesbians on her campus. I remember I realised how badly I wanted to be with her because I skipped class and travelled all the way to her campus just so I could give her her birthday present... only to cross paths with her butch best friend (one of many who fell for her hard). Pucha, wala akong laban. ;_; When her high school love broke her heart so bad bumalik ako sa school niya, kaso tinaguan ako nang mokong and she begged me to stop myself.
So I gave up pursuing her and concentrated on my life in my school. Fast forward to my freshman year in UP. I was running around AS and look who I found? She was my sempai now, though thankfully she was stuck in a 5-year course (BS Applied Physics) so quits lang kami. XD Tamang-tama na I asked her for help in NatSci since medyo bano ako sa physics (then again, I'm from bloody CMC, so obviously I'm not expected to do well in physics! XD). Ang problema lang is, may boyfriend siya... and he was so annoyed with me hovering around her even past the tutorial times she put in. Of course, I tried to make it look like we were hanging around for old times' sake, but during the dance practise for her debut nagka-prangkahan kami ng boy niya. I'm amazed though na in the end, he didn't mind me during the part of the dance where lahat kami makakasayaw ng girlfriend niya. Of course ako naman at that time todo blush and shit, buti na lang hindi ko natapakan 'yung girl. Tinatawanan kami ng mga mutual friends namin, especially one who has been her neighbour and best friend since forever, dahil sobrang halata ko raw. XP
The last we saw each other was on my birthday in the summer before junior year. Our mutual barkada organised it, pero siya pala talaga 'yung mastermind - AND she got my sisters in the act. It was, all in all, a VERY pleasant surprise. Too bad nga lang na when I was blindfolded, ang lapit niya sa akin pero hindi ko siya nahalikan or whatever. ;_;
Until now And I am hoping she doesn't know I got it bad for her. Buti na lang dense siya, but she keeps dating seloso boys so I dunno. D:
Yung isa namang girl na medyo fallback ko when I decided to distance myself from Megumi grew bitter when she found out that I was still in love with Megumi when I was courting her (though I didn't tell her, and for the most part I admit I did forget about Megumi around her). Hindi na kami nag-uusap ngayon and talagang she goes out of her way to bring me down in our small community.