same xxx relationship..? girl x girl..?

[ShupaSheme08]

*coughs* erm... i'm not a mem, unfortunately... i tried applying before but... *cries* anyway, i want to apply again, maybe when my acad situation is more stable... ^^ and i think it'd be fun to meet you face-to-face...

Oh... What year are you in now? ^_^ I'm just a mere freshie Onee-chan... haha. sure! come by Minna-san one time and who knows, we could see each other there right?^_^[/quote]

[koneko-chan]

@ShupaSheme08:
uhm, uhm... [spoil]my student number's 05... O_O[/spoil] *sweatdrops* yeah, maybe i could pass by the tambayan sometime or something... not sure... the only thing i'm pretty sure about is that i always go to the AME fair since entering UP... anyway, we're venturing off topic now... maybe we should continue this conversation in PMs or something.... ^^

[h_minamino]

Uy galing. XD

Sadly mine has been unrequited love. This girl - let's call her Megumi - was my best friend since grade school, and while she was fairly butch at the time and I was already quite femme, I felt like there was always this role reversal every single time she was around. I was always protecting her, even if she didn't want my protection. It was difficult lalo na when she skipped 7th grade and switched schools, since I had to compete for her time (not even her affection... it was that bad DX) against boys and other, more masculine lesbians on her campus. I remember I realised how badly I wanted to be with her because I skipped class and travelled all the way to her campus just so I could give her her birthday present... only to cross paths with her butch best friend (one of many who fell for her hard). Pucha, wala akong laban. ;_; When her high school love broke her heart so bad bumalik ako sa school niya, kaso tinaguan ako nang mokong and she begged me to stop myself.

So I gave up pursuing her and concentrated on my life in my school. Fast forward to my freshman year in UP. I was running around AS and look who I found? She was my sempai now, though thankfully she was stuck in a 5-year course (BS Applied Physics) so quits lang kami. XD Tamang-tama na I asked her for help in NatSci since medyo bano ako sa physics (then again, I'm from bloody CMC, so obviously I'm not expected to do well in physics! XD). Ang problema lang is, may boyfriend siya... and he was so annoyed with me hovering around her even past the tutorial times she put in. Of course, I tried to make it look like we were hanging around for old times' sake, but during the dance practise for her debut nagka-prangkahan kami ng boy niya. I'm amazed though na in the end, he didn't mind me during the part of the dance where lahat kami makakasayaw ng girlfriend niya. Of course ako naman at that time todo blush and shit, buti na lang hindi ko natapakan 'yung girl. Tinatawanan kami ng mga mutual friends namin, especially one who has been her neighbour and best friend since forever, dahil sobrang halata ko raw. XP

The last we saw each other was on my birthday in the summer before junior year. Our mutual barkada organised it, pero siya pala talaga 'yung mastermind - AND she got my sisters in the act. It was, all in all, a VERY pleasant surprise. Too bad nga lang na when I was blindfolded, ang lapit niya sa akin pero hindi ko siya nahalikan or whatever. ;_;

Until now And I am hoping she doesn't know I got it bad for her. Buti na lang dense siya, but she keeps dating seloso boys so I dunno. D:

Yung isa namang girl na medyo fallback ko when I decided to distance myself from Megumi grew bitter when she found out that I was still in love with Megumi when I was courting her (though I didn't tell her, and for the most part I admit I did forget about Megumi around her). Hindi na kami nag-uusap ngayon and talagang she goes out of her way to bring me down in our small community. Sadness.

[ShupaSheme08]

I am really glad na pinaunlakan niyo po yung request ko... ate?.. uhmmm... ^_^ hehe. name po pls so I can properly thank you. I am Stav. current app po ako ng UP AME.

Stories like this really complete my day.. ^_^ you people sharing your experiences. I was sad though that none of the stories I read so far had a happy ending. It's just hard to fall in love with a fellow girl/boy who is not interested in same gender relationships ( even I don't know how it feels fully because i never experienced it myself).

Good luck ate. If you don't find the right girl, the right boy perhaps? You ought to give it a try... Maybe you will find what you're looking for there. I don't mean to insult anyone... I am just expressing my opinion. I quote an alumni during our acquaintance party "in AME, you have to possess Open-mindedness, respect and professionalism.." ^_^ so aun... thanks so much!!! hope to have an update if ever you.... lam mo na un haha!!

[koneko-chan]

@h_minamino: *hugs* okaerinasai! (parang lahat ng posts mo na nakita ko, sinasabi ko eto ah...) hehehe... ^^

@ShupaSheme08: Gustav, when I get to a "happy ending" of a "story", I'll post it here...

anyway... (me like telling stories)

I once had a dream during summer. I can't remember much of it now, but I vaguely remember seeing my classmates in Hapon 10. It seemed like we were discussing our Final Presentation even in my dream, so I thought that acad-anxiety must've triggered it.

But then, in my dream, there was this girl who was leaning against a wall. Her black hair was a fine contrast to her fair complexion. She sported an Asian kind of hairstyle. It seemed like she was waiting up for someone from my class. I do not recognize her. I'm pretty sure she's someone I don't know in my waking life. But in my dream, she was waiting for me. I found that out when the "me" in my dream stood up and went towards her.

"I" put my hands against the wall in such a way that her head was between my arms. Like pinning her against the wall, but gentle in its intimacy. She looked at "me" and smiled. "I" leaned forward and...[spoil]I kissed her full on the lips, and it was the hottest dream-kisses I've ever had.[/spoil]

...then I woke up.

And my first thought of the day was, "How seme-ish of me. O_O" (with the emoticon) XD

[ShupaSheme08]

And my first thought of the day was, "How seme-ish of me. O_O" (with the emoticon) XD[/quote]

hmmm.. ^_^ You're a seme huh? That's nice... the spoiler is too... too bad I didn't have any kind of those dreams... Just sasuke about to pierce through my head with chidori.. haha! too much naruto for that day I guess... And one with Akane from ranma 1/2! LOL! I just can't have dreams with real girls! >,<


That was quite a happy ending for you though! Too bad it was just in your subconsciousness that you get what you want... but still... I'm thingking it was Deja Vu.... LOLWAT?! >XD thanks for the story ate!

[koneko-chan]

^ actually, often that I think I'm more of an uke, but a friend of mine pointed out that I have very seme-ish qualities, so... I'm reba, in other words... XP

hmm... must be nice to have anime chara in dreams... I almost never have dreams like that... I only dream of people I know and people I don't know... O_O