same xxx relationship..? girl x girl..?

[reina tanaka]

haha.. if you have one, why not share your experiece un here..

ako meron dati.. pero i knew that it won't work out too well.. <_<

[koneko-chan]

real life shoujo-ai relationships? O_O wehehehe... almost everyone who knows me personally knows that I am an unrequited lover... T-T but it can't be helped... I'm a sucker for unreachable people... >_<;;

[reina tanaka]

^well..

we can't really say that... actually, i thought that i am one as well... but now i think being one is unexpected.. i mean, the right person for you might come anytime.. so please don't talk like that.. ^_^

take it from me... ^_^

[octopi]

Unrequited loves are... unrequited. You'll know that it won't work, that no matter how close you can get with that person when that person only sees you as a friend. Ooh angsty. But you get on with your life, and maybe look around. It doesn't mean you can't find a small amount of happiness on other people. It's still not the same though.

Real-life shoujo ai. (*A*) Oh how I wonder what it's like.

[koneko-chan]

O_O sana nga...
*sigh* I like her a lot... and sometimes I think I've really fallen for her... O_O but yeah... it's unrequited because I know that she would never like me that way... and I could never really get that close to her, even as a friend... my feelings act like a barrier that separates me from her... T-T oh, damn... I should've put this in the RANTS thread... >_<;; I'm so hopeless...

[octopi]

I guess the solution for that is not think about it much. But it's sometimes enjoyable to sulk once in a while. XD

Someone told me that if I really like that person, I should do something about it. Haha that's not easy when you spent most of your life being the 'passive' one. ._.

[windracer]

Whoah~ may ganito palang thread dito. Lol.

I have this curse, a self-fulfilling prophecy, that the ones I have a crush on (or fall in love with) are straight girls. Haha.

[koneko-chan]

speaking of curses, maybe I am cursed to always love an unrequited love... >< I hope not... It's just so frustrating that I always have a crush on (or fall for) straight girls or gay men... sheesh...

[Paean]

There's a book you people may be interested in: "The Straight Girl's Guide to Sleeping with the Chicks." See if you can get a copy. Fully Booked may have it. XD

[koneko-chan]

^ hmm... sounds very VERY interesting... *adds it to must-find list* hehehehe

[hennachoko_slave]

OH YEY! (hugs the person who started this thread)

We're finally steady...after of four years of toil.

Ang haba ng drama ko. It started noong HS, I was courting her, but she didn't answer me till after four months. We were on and off until we were Sophies, until nung last day when I really broke it off with her because I was feeling insecure about the entire thing.

Come third and fourth year, hindi kami naging close, hindi rin kami naging classmates and she got a girlfriend. Of course, I was devastated (will not elaborate further). Sobrang drama yung Senior year ng HS ko sobra.

Nung May 16, 2008 sinabing niyang gusto niyang magbalikan kami. It was like this huge weight was lifted off my chest. We're steady, and we're keeping it a secret from our friends.

Ayun. Mahal ko siya, mahal din niya ako. Ang because she read a part of my journal, she knows na iisang tao ang maaari kong mahaling...forevah!

We've promised to meet once a month (and that's pretty fine with me because traveling to UST from UPD is murder). Kya~! Nahahappy naman ako. Iniisip ko ngang magjoin ng UP Babaylan because of this...pero parang hassle na so I'm not joining that >_<

[ShupaSheme08]

waw!!! ^_^ girl x girl! I never knew they really existed until I came to AME!!! ahaha... how about some stories about those kinds of relationships? I would really like to hear one. anyone willing to? It's ok if there's a bit of modification. haha... what's a nice little shoujo-ai/yuri story without a little spice eh?

[koneko-chan]

Iniisip ko ngang magjoin ng UP Babaylan because of this...pero parang hassle na so I'm not joining that >_<

...parang nakita kong may booth ang UP Babaylan sa AS walk kanina... wala lang... just mentioning it, because it's interesting... gusto ko mag-sign up... sign up lang, though, hindi ako pwede mag-apply, sadly...

erm... this is for that post above ^ ...but I'm warning you now that my story isn't that much of a happy one... but... *clears throat*

first, let me mention that i'm not exclusive to girls. i like guys, too, but not as much or as often as straight girls. anyway...

you see, there's this girl I totally love for... *stops to count* around seven years now. at first I thought I only loved her as a friend, but the more I gained knowledge and experience, especially about the different kinds of relationships, the more I began to question my feelings for her.

uhm... friends don't hold hands for the whole duration they are together, do they? anyway, i'm quite aware that i treat her differently from my other friends. i'm more affectionate, more open... i also think of her a someone i definitely can't live without...

and i'm also quite aware that she loves me, too. she knows me well enough to know if i'm really happy or if i'm trying to fake it. she frequently shows to me that i'm important to her, probably as much as how important she is to me.

anyway, here is the bittersweet part... that person i'm describing above is my best friend. she's the first person i ever came out to. well, that didn't change anything between us, but... I love her, and she loves me, but my love is different from her love because she sees me only as a friend, her best FRIEND... and I've been aware of that even seven years ago.

btw, i haven't seen her face-to-face in three years, but we still keep in touch through YM. i'm the sort of person who doesn't really bother keeping in touch, but as i said, she's always a special case. anyway, some months back, we were having a semi-serious conversation that ended up with me asking her this (supposedly) hypothetical question: "What would you do if I fell in love with you?"

she said, "That won't happen"
me: but what if? I'm just asking... I want to know. What would you do?
her: ...I'd help you find a boyfriend.

...after that, I cried the whole night and half of the day after.

anyway, I think I'm pretty over that matter now. and we're still best friends, which is a good thing. ^^

...and I could tell you other stories, too. but that's for another day... and another post... =P hehe

[ShupaSheme08]

Iniisip ko ngang magjoin ng UP Babaylan because of this...pero parang hassle na so I'm not joining that >_<

...parang nakita kong may booth ang UP Babaylan sa AS walk kanina... wala lang... just mentioning it, because it's interesting... gusto ko mag-sign up... sign up lang, though, hindi ako pwede mag-apply, sadly...

erm... this is for that post above ^ ...but I'm warning you now that my story isn't that much of a happy one... but... *clears throat*

first, let me mention that i'm not exclusive to girls. i like guys, too, but not as much or as often as straight girls. anyway...

you see, there's this girl I totally love for... *stops to count* around seven years now. at first I thought I only loved her as a friend, but the more I gained knowledge and experience, especially about the different kinds of relationships, the more I began to question my feelings for her.

uhm... friends don't hold hands for the whole duration they are together, do they? anyway, i'm quite aware that i treat her differently from my other friends. i'm more affectionate, more open... i also think of her a someone i definitely can't live without...

and i'm also quite aware that she loves me, too. she knows me well enough to know if i'm really happy or if i'm trying to fake it. she frequently shows to me that i'm important to her, probably as much as how important she is to me.

anyway, here is the bittersweet part... that person i'm describing above is my best friend. she's the first person i ever came out to. well, that didn't change anything between us, but... I love her, and she loves me, but my love is different from her love because she sees me only as a friend, her best FRIEND... and I've been aware of that even seven years ago.

btw, i haven't seen her face-to-face in three years, but we still keep in touch through YM. i'm the sort of person who doesn't really bother keeping in touch, but as i said, she's always a special case. anyway, some months back, we were having a semi-serious conversation that ended up with me asking her this (supposedly) hypothetical question: "What would you do if I fell in love with you?"

she said, "That won't happen"
me: but what if? I'm just asking... I want to know. What would you do?
her: ...I'd help you find a boyfriend.

...after that, I cried the whole night and half of the day after.

anyway, I think I'm pretty over that matter now. and we're still best friends, which is a good thing. ^^

...and I could tell you other stories, too. but that's for another day... and another post... =P hehe

That was a great story onee-chan!!! ^_^ I'm Gustav by the way... batch 8 of UP AME ... I'm now undergoing the APP period.. It's really fun po... I get to meet people with unique and amazing personalities. and what would be your name ate? n_n were you a member of AME as well? I sure like to find out. And if you have any stories... any at all you would like to share, I'd be happy to listen... About your friend... Sorry she didn't feel the same way... I had that same one-sided love experience myself... I'm glad you got over it... Some people usually don't..

[koneko-chan]

That was a great story onee-chan!!!

why, thank you... ^^ i'm glad you enjoyed it (the "seven years" part is true, btw... wla lang)

^_^ I'm Gustav by the way... batch 8 of UP AME ... I'm now undergoing the APP period.. It's really fun po... I get to meet people with unique and amazing personalities. and what would be your name ate? n_n were you a member of AME as well? I sure like to find out.

*coughs* erm... i'm not a mem, unfortunately... i tried applying before but... *cries* anyway, i want to apply again, maybe when my acad situation is more stable... ^^ and i think it'd be fun to meet you face-to-face...

And if you have any stories... any at all you would like to share, I'd be happy to listen... About your friend... Sorry she didn't feel the same way... I had that same one-sided love experience myself... I'm glad you got over it... Some people usually don't..

yeah, i like making and sharing stories (fictional, nonfictional, or a mixture of both), and i'm willing to share... ^^

and yeah, i'm glad i got over that, too... hehehe...