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hennachoko_slave wrote:Iniisip ko ngang magjoin ng UP Babaylan because of this...pero parang hassle na so I'm not joining that >_<
koneko-chan wrote:hennachoko_slave wrote:Iniisip ko ngang magjoin ng UP Babaylan because of this...pero parang hassle na so I'm not joining that >_<
...parang nakita kong may booth ang UP Babaylan sa AS walk kanina... wala lang... just mentioning it, because it's interesting... gusto ko mag-sign up... sign up lang, though, hindi ako pwede mag-apply, sadly...
erm... this is for that post above ^ ...but I'm warning you now that my story isn't that much of a happy one... but... *clears throat*
first, let me mention that i'm not exclusive to girls. i like guys, too, but not as much or as often as straight girls. anyway...
you see, there's this girl I totally love for... *stops to count* around seven years now. at first I thought I only loved her as a friend, but the more I gained knowledge and experience, especially about the different kinds of relationships, the more I began to question my feelings for her.
uhm... friends don't hold hands for the whole duration they are together, do they? anyway, i'm quite aware that i treat her differently from my other friends. i'm more affectionate, more open... i also think of her a someone i definitely can't live without...
and i'm also quite aware that she loves me, too. she knows me well enough to know if i'm really happy or if i'm trying to fake it. she frequently shows to me that i'm important to her, probably as much as how important she is to me.
anyway, here is the bittersweet part... that person i'm describing above is my best friend. she's the first person i ever came out to. well, that didn't change anything between us, but... I love her, and she loves me, but my love is different from her love because she sees me only as a friend, her best FRIEND... and I've been aware of that even seven years ago.
btw, i haven't seen her face-to-face in three years, but we still keep in touch through YM. i'm the sort of person who doesn't really bother keeping in touch, but as i said, she's always a special case. anyway, some months back, we were having a semi-serious conversation that ended up with me asking her this (supposedly) hypothetical question: "What would you do if I fell in love with you?"
she said, "That won't happen"
me: but what if? I'm just asking... I want to know. What would you do?
her: ...I'd help you find a boyfriend.
...after that, I cried the whole night and half of the day after.
anyway, I think I'm pretty over that matter now. and we're still best friends, which is a good thing. ^^
...and I could tell you other stories, too. but that's for another day... and another post... =P hehe
ShupaSheme08 wrote:That was a great story onee-chan!!!
ShupaSheme08 wrote:^_^ I'm Gustav by the way... batch 8 of UP AME ... I'm now undergoing the APP period.. It's really fun po... I get to meet people with unique and amazing personalities. and what would be your name ate? n_n were you a member of AME as well? I sure like to find out.
ShupaSheme08 wrote:And if you have any stories... any at all you would like to share, I'd be happy to listen... About your friend... Sorry she didn't feel the same way... I had that same one-sided love experience myself... I'm glad you got over it... Some people usually don't..
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